It all happened so fast it’s still a little hard to process. For some reason, night time seems to be the worst. Out of nowhere it’ll just hit me that he’s gone. I’ll hear a song or see his favorite candy on the shelf at the grocery store and I can’t help but just feel sad. Really really sad.
I know it’s better now that he’s not in any pain, but I just wish I had more time to share with him.
You may remember about a month ago I posted about the fact that the Hubs and I are thinking about thinking about adding to our family (here).
With everything that’s been going on lately with my Grampa, the feeling has only increased.
Seeing my dad with his brothers and sisters, seeing them all come together, has deepened my desire to give H a sibling. Someone to bug him and bother him. Someone to be there for him when he’s having a crap-tastic day.
I’m hoping that by regularly using the Ovulation Test Strips kit from Easy@Home, this will be a sooner rather than later occurrence! You can read more about why I love the strips and more technical information in my previous post, but it’s now been two months and I’m still using them and am impressed with how much more accurate they are than temping alone. It comes with 100 ovulation and 20 pregnancy test strips, so you can start tracking your most fertile windows ASAP and for over three months with one order, which I love because that means less of a need to reorder (which this mom brain is not always likely to remember). These Easy@Home tests are quick, easy to use, accurate and affordable (seriously, these will save you so much over the drug store brands) and they have several different packages ranging from 20 tests to 1000 so you can get exactly what you need.